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Tomorrow morning is Nowrouz. I will oversleep the change of the year. They say whatever you do at that moment, that will make up your whole year. I don’t mind sleeping the whole next year. in fact it will be the best thing to do. 1403, my Charshanbesoori tree that i found in front of my house, burned to let the fire’s redness be mine and took my paleness. This year again I forgot to make Haftsin. every year I tell myself that I will make it next year, and then next year I forget! Maybe next year I remember….
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Mozafar is the instrument I made last year. Today S came to my studio and we made some noise. I hooked up cables and things to Mozaffar and they all were screaming and laughing. It sounded so good that I wondered if it’s me or Mozafar? I got to spend my excitement, my excessive excitement. Sometimes I think I could keep things more under control if I was less excited. What it brings me the most is the feeling of the present, the exact moment I’m living in, to the extent that it overtakes everything else, everything else…
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Time is so abstract. It’s insane how much i think about time. On one hand the pressure of the production and have a final work, on the other hand absorb in thirty seconds be suffiecient and learn in two minutes wants me to forget how precious it is that things take time to born, to exist and to age. Being in studio again reminds me how i learn through making and why i felt so disoriented after leaving my studio last year. I have a digital room now, It’s been a while i was looking for a platform to post…
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This is my first post, 20 years after the closure of my last weblog where my computer had to be in living room for surveillance. My weblog was in farsi, I tried to find it but it’s not there anymore, I expect more form internet! good to know that in 20 years this might not exist too. Here again, in english, thousand kilometers away from where I read farsi, after looking at options from physical posting self release zines to newsletter style emailing or social media, i found weblog the best platform and medium for me to exist beyond four…